random rants

sigh. i hate the fever. the drowsy and burning-head feeling. can't study anything in.

must be too many late nights' sleep and waking up too early in the morn. slept at 5+ last night and woke up at 8am for exam. yest slept at 5 too and woke up at 9am. sheesh i'm at the peak of fatigue.

and now i'm bugged by something else too!

stupid thong's fault. i was eating my lunch quietly in front of him and his mum (second time meeting, both times quite scary..) when the boy went to tell his mum that the 2 of us r going to aussie. as in, just the 2 of us. so when i was hearing this i almost choked but of cos couldn't show any big reaction la, must maintain good impression (if any).

so why am i affected by this? simply cos, it's not very nice to let my bf's mum know that i'm going on holiday with her son alone within a few weeks of her knowing of my presence, and wat's more, getting this piece of info while i'm right in front of her, second time meeting somemore. like wat will she think of me?? she doesn't even know we've been together for years.

and secondly, it's probably no big deal if she's ok with it. but thing is, she had nothing short of a big reaction upon knowing it!! right in front of me! scolded the boy (while i'm eating my rice by the side).. nagging at him not to do anything foolish blah blah blah. oh gosh. wat paisehness for me. i felt like i'm loose or something.

and lastly, and perhaps most importantly, we're not even going alone for chrissake (ok only for like the first 5 days we'll be "alone", but we're gonna meet friends there and stay in a 8 bunk room??)! if we're indeed going alone, then perhaps there's nothing to say cos it's the truth and we shouldn't hide the truth. but if we're not going alone, and now she thinks we are, then yes, i have a problem with that! (u may be asking why we din explain. he actually did, but apparently only the initial piece of "only 2 of us are going" went in and nothing else could negate that)

bleh. so yeah, it's soooo the boy's fault for telling a silly untruth. brrr. i must explain that his mum's the very very conservative, dun allow gfs type. sighhh. she just called thong and nagged at him for going to aussie with me. how am i ever gonna face her again. *sobs* do i see some dark days ahead.