i sincerely believe that the best way to handle a difficult problem is to look at it in the eye.

but this time, i really have no courage to do so.

instead, i want to hide, and run, far from it all. i think the best way now is to forget. it's too painful to look it in the eye, to try again one more time. how many more times?

i'd rather not have anything. than to risk losing everything. i'd rather not see, hear, or feel anymore. so, help me forget.

i wish i can selectively erase my memories. than to know they exist in the mind but not in the present.

i'm empty-handed..

left with none, my heart's gone away

but now i know

nothing's worth anyone sacrificing for