sick to the bones

I’ve been sick so often on this job, I’m sick of being sick.

Ever since I started work, I’ve lost my voice, had fever, flu, cough, throat inflammations, diarrhoeas, huge ulcers, eye stye, wisdom toothache, and now I have this horrid throat inflammation (which I suspect is from my RO during work review) that’s totally killing me. The extra strong numbing lozenges I bought from the pharmacy just now at freaking $12.95 doesn’t even help to ease the pain.. The feeling is all too familiar.. the usual tell tale signs of my impending sickness coming soon..

I’m feeling so sick and woozy in the office now… headache, fever, drowsiness…. And the gloomy rain outside is not helping things… the office is freezing cold.. I have cold feet and hands… numb painful bones too. I feel so horrid I can’t write my reports.. can’t think, can’t move much.. even typing is a chore.. but yet I must while away 2 more hours before I can go home. I dun even know how I’m going to go home in this rain.. yet I can’t cab home… no more money left from my pay.. can’t see doc too! And not to mention, I’ve already taken 2 mcs recently so I shan’t take anymore…thank gawd it’s fri.. but I can’t believe I’m gonna spend my fri night staying in bed afterall. shucks.

Sobs.. really feeling so horrid… so so horrid…yet there’s no one I can turn to right now.. this blog is like my only salvage for now.. how can I live through 2 hours?!! Brrr.. I’m in pain sia.. all I want is my bed, pillows, blankie, ali, a warm towel and some medicine to soothe the pain. sighhhh