of work woes, a ds lite, and wii

things are not going too well in the work scene.

i feel utterly swamped, engulfed, lost. been really blur at work lately, making blur comments, forgetting things, getting stressed easily.. arghhh. how embarrassing in front of superiors and fellow colleagues. i think i can't live up to the standards of my division.. and it makes me feel so lousy about myself.... i almost cried at work today, it's the first time and the feeling is still so surreal.

and i worry about how my supervision is going. i dun have a good feeling about it. my supervisor seems to place much less importance on my supervision, while i have such high hopes for it. i admit that deep in my heart i know that my supervision ranks lowly in her portfolio. but it's almost everything to me... it's where i can learn from for a start. she's such a good psychologist to learn from, but if she has no time for me, i can't learn much honestly.

and then the new post grad dip thing that they're making compulsory for us... either do it or quit. ultimatum. i'm pretty much stuck. i'd never imagine that half a year into my job i'd be forced to make a decision - to stay in the field for several more years, or quit now. gawd. it's all or nothing. my colleagues in my position are pretty low-spirited now, faced with this dilemma...

i can't wait to buy a ds lite to play!!!

i think i'd be hooked on it... been playing nintendo since small n i miss going back to games! only thing is, i'm afraid it wont sustain my interest for long (as is usually the case) or that i'd be too lazy to download new games (as is usually the case too)...so i'm not sure if it's worth the investment.

it's unlikely that i'd still be using it 3 mths later.

and another issue: which colour??

i've narrowed to metallic pink and white. hee hee. gorgeous. but which one??

oooh... and wii is fun!!

the best part is you can have up till 4 players and compete with your friends!

just look at their happy faces...

scream until i got bad sore throat this week leh...

ok la.. blog again next time.... so tired