relieved

the damn w*rkplan is finally over and i'm so thankful for the long weekend that came along for a breather just in time.

this weekend in my opinion was rather fruitful. managed to accomplish many things i wanted to do. set up a flea market stall, ate pasta, played wii, finally had a haircut, read a book, slept, ate at home. indulging in the simple pleasures of life which, nowadays, are so hard to come by.

am still affected by certain things which happened at the w*rkplan, things i know will come back to haunt me. prata said something awful and which made me think about it over the weekend and cried occasionally. but overall i think the relief that it's over is greater than anything else this weekend, which made this a really really relaxed weekend overall.

i know i've done my best and in fact, put in efforts beyond necessary, those hours of slogging till 10, 11pm, travelling to other divisions to negotiate for stuff, offering to help segments not even within my purview, being engaged in my own group discussions and at the same time fulfilling my duties as an organising member.

but i also know that my work is always not visible to others partly due to its nature and partly due to pple who are good at sabotaging or maneouvering things in their favour. i know that prata will never want to recognise my efforts and contribution so i keep reminding myself that i'm not working for her but for children. but most of all, i know i can't change the way things are so i'm just gonna let go, do my best, answer my conscience, and relish in my weekends of rest.

okie dokes.. life's still great, i choose to believe. going to read a book and catch a movie now. :)