i dun wanna turn 25 part 1

was supposed to go out shopping but stayed at home cos i'm kinda sick. anw i'm really not keen on shopping nowadays. i've overspent and burnt my pocket.

spent the whole day doing something very constructive - took a long afternoon nap. a very good rest indeed. much needed. lotsa pple commented that my eyebags are terrible, and that much i agree. i think i've been going out abit toooo much.

yesterday was a very well spent day with my friends at Old School. was treated to a romantic dinner (the setting was romantic, not the pple) at Chalk (awful carbonara though..) whereby they surprised lm and me with a lil' lemon-kaya cake from rive gauche. i still dunno how is it lemon, cos it certainly looked and tasted more like a cranberry kaya cake. nice nonetheless.

we hopped next door to timbre. first visit to this newest branch and the place is really nice. i'd think nicest of the three. except that the crowd was toooo young. there was some family function gg on for some richass kid - too crowded, too noisy, too young.

nonetheless we had a rather crazy night at timbre cos of my crazed fun-loving friends! Pam, a filipino singer who's quite on the ball n had a loud n rich voice, and guitarist Fatt (whom we thought was a girl at first) were up. sms dedication was going on and lm sabo-ed Lissie and her new bf Song. he wished them happy "one-week anniversary" and Pam made them stand up and kiss! jin captured a very sweet shot of them when their lips almost touched! gotta wait for him to upload on fb. they actually kissed for a good 3 secs. heh. so happy for the girl! Pam kept calling Lisi as "LeeShee" and she repeated this at least 10 times which made me giggle like mad. later we found out it's because stupid lm typed "Lishi" in his sms. haha.

it got a little wilder when we sabo-ed jin to go on stage to sing. he was going "oh SHIT" when he heard his name. i didn't expect him to be so onz and he actually went up the stage!! he sang Lucky together with Pam. wooot. damn proud of him la. anw he performs and should be used to it la.

haha i think my friends are really quite onz and it made my night :) i wouldn't dare do all these for nuts. they already had the sms typed out with my name and i begged them not to sabo me!

so, this is my happy start of a birthday thingy, and i'm really not looking forward to the dreadful day itself whereby i'll be busy busy at work. just looking forward to catching up with (worthy)friends and family over the next two weeks.

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there are some things which cannot be tolerated, accepted and forgiven. at this point, i'd really just like to forget and move on with my own little life, perhaps heal my wound by any chance. and i hope to be given this basic space and right.