gloomy

it's such a "painful" day for me...

i wore my new nude pink heels to work. was sooo happy with this buy cos i've been looking for this shade. but, the straps cut the back of my heels and gave me huge blisters!! by the time i reached the office, the straps had rubbed my blisters open and i was in hell pain. luckily i had a spare pair of heels in the office to change to!! i hate shoes which cut the back of my heels... but sadly, one third of my shoes are like that....

then, this afternoon in the office, i accidentally hit my half-cracked forefinger nail, and the top half tore and ripped from my flesh. 10 x ouch. started bleeding and all and i had to carefully clip away the nail. had to be super careful when i use my hands (which is basically for everything!!). i knocked my poor forefinger when i was in the toilet and the blood was flowing out again..... sighh.... i officially can't use my forefinger for anything, not even typing!!

it was a helluva torture to bathe. i had to put a plaster and wear a disposable glove on my right hand and be careful not to spill any water on it or it'd be super ouch. then i forgot about the blisters on my feet. so when the water touched them, i felt a sharp, excruciating pain immediately... had to put my left leg (the worse blister) up on the toilet seat to bathe after that. so i basically bathed with my left hand which is a really challenging task!

if i'd known, i shouldn't have bathed. hahaaa kidding!! not when the weather was sooo hot today and i sweated like mad during lunch. but never knew that one right forefinger could inconvenience me so much! just realised our hands are really important and we use them for everything. everything!!

went for a jog at ECP yesterday with kai and his dog. it's nice to run by the sea and it's nice to jog with figo as i felt like we could pace each other. just had to be careful when he starts barking at old ladies... it's highly embarrassing and scary.

sigh my mood is slightly below average at this moment. hate the throb on my finger and i dread going to work to 4 meetings tomorrow. can't visit a special school tmr morning with my other colleagues cos i have an "important" meeting to attend. sianz. 10 x sianz.