i only have about 3 hours to myself each day. this includes meal time and bathing time. how can we spend 80% of our waking time at work? It's really ridiculous to me. there's no work-life balance at all and i'm really looking forward to the weekend.... i'd do anything to stay there forever.

i'm swamped and buried in work each day in the office. it's never enough. i can put in 120% each day and still, i can never cover all areas. so far, there's only one boss who seems to realise the amount of work i'm given, and tried to shield me from other work coming my way. i only have one small advocate and it's not enough. others are still swarming me with stuff. and they expect high quality returns. they think i'm a rubber band and i can be stretched and pulled, thin. i'll probably just snap one day. i really can't cover all areas anymore and i can't cope, but can only scream silently.

i really want to go home at 6pm. i really want to have time to see the dentist, go for medical checkups, go exercise in the evenings, have decent dinners instead of ta-pao meals.

disgusted with certain people at the workplace, disappointed with certain others. i just firmly believe that true colours show one day, there's no point hiding. it's just so fake and plastic and i can see through it all. disappointed in those whose friendship is really valuable to me, but yet in the end are won over to the dark side. why are some people jealous of the true friends i have, and try to snatch them for themselves? i'm perplexed. this is a crazy world.