finally home this entire week, hoping to catch my family for father's day dinner, only to find that no one's at home and my dad just went out for a concert.

so i'm home alone on a sunday evening, facing the worst sunday blues ever after a two week respite from work. i'm just feeling so down down down at the prospect of going back to the office tmr. so i've decided to blog. i can't face up to the heap of work.

this whole week, everyday was spent with the boy. went to jb twice for so much food and shopping, played l4d, lotsa sally's spa and feeding frenzy, dinner at al forno's, movies, world cup, pedicure, ikea meatballs, sex and the city serial, and random stuff here and there. i still have not had my desserts at obolo, or my durian buffet at goodwood park.

on the last day of my leave, i.e. friday which just passed, i made a major decision to register for driving. i was sooo happy and relieved that i've finally decided on the place to learn (ubi) and the mode of learning (school). so even though i was scared, i was all for it. until just before registering, i asked him the question, "should i go for manual or auto?" and came the immediate non-hesitant reply of "of course auto!". and the reason given was because no one drives manual anymore. which is true, but when i threw back the question at him, he said he would learn manual if it's him. and he thinks i wouldn't pass anytime soon.

so what is it about men and their driving and women and their non driving?? why is it that women are doomed to fail even before they even register for it? all my life people are telling me i'm gonna fail my driving. i can't deny that laziness was a part of the equation, but it did take me some courage and determination to want to learn as well, and i just wanna learn it so i can bring my mum to places. and it just disheartened me so much that even he doesn't believe in me.. true, i don't deny that i may possibly suck at it and i may even take 7 times to pass or something, but i haven't even tried and people are putting me down? i don't even get the chance? how sad. by saying that i wanna learn manual, i'm NOT saying that i'm good at driving at all! i just want to learn something which can enable me to drive both manual and auto and i hate taking the easy way out in life. i felt so misunderstood by him.

and so, i didn't register for it in the end. this must be the biggest procrastination of my life. i'm just so sick and tired of the procrastination that i feel like procrastinating it even further and pushing it to the furthest end of my brain. i don't wanna think about it for the time being.

i think, men can go ahead and think that their driving skills are so superior, but the fact remains that men are the most reckless drivers around because they're so bloody complacent and arrogant about their driving and they have cost so many lives because of that.

sigh i'm really in one of my foul moods and i dun even feel like blogging about krabi anymore.

my thoughts about relationships are inspired by carrie bradshaw recently. so along her line of thought... what do you do when you're with someone who can't disappoint anyone else but you?