i feel worse today than i felt yesterday... slept throughout the day and feel so numb and groggy.

went to see the doc again to get more medication, mc and to tell him about my (possible) drug allergy. he's referring me to go for further testing at national skin centre. but it's very likely that i'm allergic to paracetamol, or panadol. and it can be lethal. i can't believe it... i can't take panadol for life??!?! how am i gonna survive through my years of period pain??!

it just seems that one thing bad is happening after another...

really feel so sad now. it seems as if everything's happening to prevent me from having a good trip.

firstly, we can't go to bangkok and hua hin cos of the stupid strikes, and i've looked forward to this for such a long time!!

secondly, we booked krabi as a last resort, in a rush, and realised that it's monsoon season there. what's the point of going to a nice beach place when it's thunderstorm everyday?!

thirdly, i'm now sick and my throat is hurting so much it's at the brink of erupting into ulcers like 10 years ago.. that will take weeks to heal if it does! the doc said my throat infection is worse than on tues. that's after downing so much water and lozenges! i doubt i'll recover in time for the trip... i don't wanna go there with a bad throat and won't enjoy myself..

then, i also found out yesterday that the air tickets price dropped by like half of what we paid. it's now 200+, instead of the exorbitant 400+ that we paid. to go krabi?! we paid 400+ for air tickets alone??

i'm damn sianz... if this is not ultimate suayness, really what is? sigh but then it can be really all my fault afterall.....

not looking forward to my pile of work tmr... my colleagues already calling me since 8am to settle work stuff. so sianz to be on mc and thinking of work but yet u really wanna rest and get well for the trip. tmr must pia finish everything!!