i was on leave today for a rest... really glad for the long weekend. always dreamt of taking one day off to take a break.. the last time i took leave was dec, feels so long ago but yet like only recently.. anw june break is confirmed and i'm looking forward to it. just dunno where i'm going yet...

right now i'm having a splitting headache and i'm just feeling super sianz.. i dunno why..

i managed to do quite abit of stuff i've wanted to in a long time over the weekend...

gone for facial, done shopping, ate nando's, watched lots of dvd (finally watched ip man 1), caught a movie, ate crayfish hor fun, went to vivo to shop, can't rem what else.

but something is still missing... i dunno what it is.

i still dun feel happy, dun feel fulfilled. somehow it is alot harder for me to get really excited or happy about anything nowadays.. like everything is just really anything to me.. i got no more preference, no more plans.

is it the culmination of being sick and tired for very long? i told someone that i feel very sianz nowadays all the time... i'm not sure it's the kind of life i want to live. but what other choices are there? i find my mood always swinging.. happy one moment and then easily sad the next.

i feel like i'm bumming around and not making good use of time... like even though i did stuff i've always wanted to, i feel like i didn't do them really happily and didn't really enjoy them.

dunno what's happening to me.. maybe i got hormonal disorder or something.. super sianz..