quiet saturday home. family's more happening than me, and they're all out on their own. mummy went to resorts world to try her luck tonight. our schedules keep clashing nowadays - when i'm finally home on a weekend, she's out.

trying to breathe and take things slowly, one step at a time and think positive. friends are concerned after the last post, i'm really fine.

stayed home also to sort out some IT related stuff. been borrowing hard disks here and there in a feeble attempt to save and restore all my 3 yrs' worth of work stored in my dying office computer, and transferring them to my working macbook, so that i can finally do work in the office from ONE centralized location one day, instead of having to run from terminal to terminal finding files. the problem with using macbook is that not all hard disks are compatible, and i'm not sure how to reformat it.

all things IT-related just somehow screw up in my hands. tried to synchronize the ipad with my macbook too but even this simple task can't be done. ok *breatheeee*

been snapped at by the bf these past 2 days until i just walked off myself to shop at new look just now.. really not in the state to be exploded at or to explode at him. and then i had the worst case of diarrhoea ever. the pain was incredibly dreadful, and there was blood in the stools which got me worried.

anw, trying hard to focus on the good things in life:

- the ipad was found. it's a miracle. long story but we're just happy it's back.

- good food over the weekend.. steamboat, pasta and desserts

- shopping on tuesday, to get myself some make-up to conceal my ageing face

- had good l4d last night

- going to hk in 3 weeks' time.. still nowhere near planning the places to go.. still deciding whether to book tickets for the cirque du soleil show in macau.. any feedback? or should we go hk disneyland?

- nice piano piece i'm learning now..

- successful kite-flying and our kite went very very very high up into the sky. almost a dot but abit bigger than a dot.. maybe a peanut. shall aim for it to be smaller next time.

- finally time to put on a face mask tonight

- finally going to do something about my mob of hair tmr. i'm at my ugliest in 5 years, i swear.

ok.. life's good..... life's still good. as long as i don't think of monday so much. *breathe*