terrible morning

i was supposed to help my mum out today at the office but ended up i din go again.. talk about feeling guilty.

had such a bad morning! woke up at 7am in pain... bad bout of cramps... the cramps almost killed me. luckily mum came to my room, saw me in that state and saved me.. rubbed oil for me, took painkillers for me and stuff..

i was in black-out state! yea i had so many blackouts before that i know exactly the feeling when i'm about to go off. dizziness, numb-cold feet and hands, blurness in sight. and i also was on the verge of vomiting again (would be my supper: simpang prata). it's funny but whenever i get bad horrible cramps i'll puke. i heard that extreme pain makes u puke. how does it work? i'm not sure. luckily this time i can lie back in bed and prevent the blackout and vomiting.

twice in a row. mum's gonna make me eat horrid ginseng pills again.

anyway after a good sleep with the painkillers i'm all fine again! hate these attacks.

nowadays i'm getting home after thong already fall asleep. he must be really tired to sleep so early.. haven't talked to him for days. booo. there's so much to tell him, but there's no time at all.

last night at settlers:

we were playing this silly lil' game. we were supposed to flip over these cards with 2 alphabets on it.. then whoever first say out a word containing those alphabets wins that card.

so got one card was: SU

me: SUCK!

louise: eh no vulgarities leh...

after a pause (i was thinking, eh suck is vulgarity meh), then i said: suck is also a word wat!!

hehe. only she will think of it in a certain way. tsk tsk.

i'm going to cook maggi mee now. sydney pics will be up soon!