all i want for christmas...

all i want for christmas is not you, definitely. i'm greedier than that.

each year i get so hopeful when xmas comes round the corner, hoping that i'd get that bit of a magical xmas like how it used to feel during childhood. but somehow, over the years, xmas has just lost that magic on me, though the heart still pines for it.

i think the whole thing to xmas gotta be built up over the weeks and days just before the big day. all the anticipation, planning, shopping for pressies, setting up the tree, writing cards, wishing.... it helps that my mummy's bday is on xmas day, my fav person in the world, on my fav day of the year.

the xmas magic can't do without pressies of cos, and other than feeling joy in giving, i gotta admit that there r lotsa things on my wishlist and i secretly hope that santa really exists after all and would dump them down my chimney (ok fine, into my bedroom window will do):

1. help me get started on my xmas tree (the last time was eight years ago)

2. keep my loved ones safe and happy

3. give me a big fat xmas bonus (ha ha)

4. stardust book and dvd

5. a nice logcake for the mum

6. lovely xmas songs on a cd

7. good health, better brains (can u throw this thru the window?)

8. ok this is stretching it abit... but by any chance can i also have a Gucci please?? else, a multi-coloured striped signature Coach tote would do too?? (still can't shed my bimbotic-ness, sorry)

9. heartfelt xmas cards from friends -- with handwritten messages

10. lovely dinners with family and friends coupled with good conversations and desserts

11. xmas morning cartoons!

12. home baked xmas cookies with the mum

13. a lovely birthday for mummy

14. a white xmas. yeaa... right.


am feeling really hopeful now, crossing my fingers! i've been a really good gal for most part of the year santa, hee. except for certain times. pls dun leave out any of these if u really exist alright?

xmas is coming.. i can just feel the magic coming my way.

have yourself a merry little xmas, ya'll.